her.

I may be the only one who thinks this far into things but I believe I'm right. when someone seems to want to be with someone else it almost always tends to be the girl that you either can't have or will never get. right. what I wonder is what percentage of your attraction actually goes towards the fact that you can't have this particular girl. maybe you would see this girl you want differently if you could have her. the game changes depending on this entirely. there are so many circumstances that make this possible. if you have ruined the friendship you had with this girl. if you have too good of a relationship and if you became too close of friends. if you never met this girl or if she lives too far away. I believe that being forward or upfront and honest with her is the best method. in reality, anything can happen. why not go for it? if you think about it, it can't get any worse.

be yourself.

i realize its an overused saying, but it applies. lately all I can think about is leaving this university. sure it's great and sure I only have a semester left but honestly I'm done with it. I'm done with the persisting annoyance of people who suck up to other friends just to look better, it's quite pathetic. I feel that if you can't be yourself, and you can't think talk and act like yourself you should just give up. if you throw away your individuality, what do you have left? basically nothing. lying is the other issue with this. because you are lying and cheating yourself, you are lying to everyone that you encounter. what is the point!?
people especially at the adult age of 22 should seriously learn to be mature and fess up to be accountable for what they say and do. they should act like themselves and not pose off of a friend because for whatever reason that particular person seems cooler than you. all you're doing is lowering yourself. there is nothing more annoying and ridiculous in this world than a posing friend who can't be themselves and tell the truth.

up.

time to shower. get up. get moving. and get to school.
make things happen.

iPad

i wish that they would create a blogger application for the iPad because that would make life much easier for people who would like to write on this #daily.